Be Kind To Yourself :)

Sometimes in life, 
Everything will be not be as what you have predicted ...

                  BUT !! 

 All you need to do is , start practising these 4  simple alphabets ~

                 

 Y . O . L . O . 

"You only life once , 

but when you do it right , 

once is enough. "

- Mae West

                                          

Being healthy and fit isn't a fad or trend , instead it's a LIFESTYLE :)

Every new day is a chance to change your life :)

Believe you can ! And you are halfway there :)

Without music, life would be a mistake ~

"Music is the electrical soil in which 

the spirit lives, thinks and invents."

                 ~ Ludwig van Beethoven ~

To me, music is a living thing. It's not that I have animistic thinking, but I really experience the presence of music in my life. Music gives a soul to the universe, wings to the mind, flight to the imagination, and life to everything.  

Let's spent a moment to clearly look into the world of music. Do you ever notice it? Music is a miracle baby who owns a family too :) The Father of Music, Johann Sebastian Bach , who makes the growth and development of music becomes an eminently noteworthy facts in the history of the fine arts. The City of Music, Vienna which is a place where you will be "all ears". It's amazing right?? So what are you waiting for ?! Just make your first move and take yourself on a musical journey to explore the miraculous world of music.

I remembered my mom told me that , when I was still in her womb, I became very active whenever my mom listen to music. It signified that I was borned to be exposed to music. I started learning piano when I was 5 years old. I loved piano very much. I participated in various piano competitions, examinations and performances. As the years go on, music has officially became the best life companion which fills the story of my life with splendid colours.

Music is not what I do, It's who I am

Music is a living thing, which lives inside my spirit together with God, that transform me into who am I. It leads me through up and down, constantly be my life companion to the moon and back. Music is like the transparent spirit of me because music is what feeling sound like. Music expresses my feeling and my mood. Music says things that words simply can't. Music is a world within itself, with a language we all understand. Music is also the mediator between the spiritual and sensual life. It is my escape as it silence the world and my worries. 

     Dear Music, 

     I will never be able to thank you enough for always being there for me :)                                                                                    Love,                             Adeline

Music is life

Music is love

Music is joyful

Music is peaceful

Music is a journal

Music has feeling

Music has emotion

Music tells stories

Music is unpredictable

Music is exciting

Music holds memories

Music is life

~ NEVER STOP THE MUSIC ~

I believe in fate :)

The story begins...

"  There is a guy, who is around 173cm tall, slim , fair with a small eyes. I see him almost everyday in college and many times in a day. I don't know his name but I sure that he is probably from Mufy. "

Well, to that guy who we met everyday, here's the deal. I believe that it's a fate to meet you out of thousands and millions of strangers in the college. I believe that there is an invisible bond that draw my attention towards you. I didn't know whether your thought is same as mind too, but I hope that the answer is "yes" ;)

I would really like to try and talk to you, and yeah, probably be friend too. But the question is : " HOW?? "

And so, hey you, I know it's God who decide to let you enter my life. The future is unpredictable. I don't know whether we can become friend , buddy , boyfriend or maybe life partner, but well , I do appreciate that you can become one of the stranger / passerby that caught my attention to be a part of the story in my life. 

I DO HOPE THAT CAN SPILL OUT  MY PROVERBIAL GUTS AND TAKE THE FIRST STEP TO TALK TO YOU :)

That feeling...

Please allow me to forget that feeling !!

"Sometimes, it's hard to control and 

understand our own heart.

 It's simply just right inside your body, 

controlling every single life of you ,

 but yet, it's just hard to control it. "

Well, there is a very good guy friend of mine. I really appreciate this friend. We always share our thoughts, gossips about some random rumours and create seriouslly , totally , 100%-ly lame jokes which only both of us can understand. And yeah, it's kind of amazing as I can read his mind even though he didn't said any single word. 

I never think about any possibility between us. All I know is, I just love getting along with him and I didn't feel any pressure when I am around him. I can be the real me in front of him. I can laugh, I can cried, I can go crazy like a mad people in front of him. I am who I am in front of him. What I know is to just follow the flow and let the flow goes on itself . 

Until one day, my cousin drives me into the topic between me and him. It makes my mood swings. I start figuring about the questions my cousin has asked. 

• Do you really care about him??    Of coarse I do!! He is my good friend! 
• What makes you define your "care about him" is just as a good friend of him ??   I started hestitate... 
• Do you ever think that you might go beyond the feeling of just being a good friend of him??    
• Do you ever think about any possibilities between both of you rather than just become a good friend??
• Does he ever makes you heart trigger??

Well, I can just give him a clear answer that he is just a good friend of mine. But...WHY???  Why I feel like my heart is feeling weird? Why my mood swing? Why I feel moody?? I DON'T WANT THIS SHIT FEELING!!! I DON'T WANT IT TO HAPPEN!!  It's weird if this feeling goes into a simple friendship. I love this friendship between us, and I don't want to spoil it just because of this stupid feeling. 

Please God, guide me. Lead me out of this feeling and continue to be the usual me when I get along with him. :(